I began to think about the people around me. They are there for me no matter what!
But what about me? Its like I am aloud to not think about anything but myself, but I want to be there.
When my boy is having a ruff day, yes he can have that too. its not easy being with someone as myself. You try being with someone with as many diseases as me!
I cant even try to imagine how it is, seeing the person you love in so much pain. But in the future, I have decided that I am always going to say that it will be okay. When someone comes to me with a problem I am going to sit quiet, sometimes respond, but try to know when i should shut up and just listen.
And when I have the strength I am going to try and help them in any way I can.
So in the future when I know the people around me have been though enough, I will try to be there as much as I can. And sometimes doing nothing, means everything. I just have to get out my feelers, depress mood swings and just be there!