6 When is it going to stop?

I have been to the hospital today, and it seems that they have gotten the cell changes from the colposcopy I did in December. But here comes the kicker:
I have some cell changes in the cervical canal And they want that taken out, so I have to have another surgery.
Its not over people, Do I ever have just one ting happening to me when I am in or at the hospital?
No, No, NO.... I also have a Ovarian Cyst that has grown form 3 cm to almost 5 in 2 months. Or since I did my first biopsy of the cervix.
I didn't think to much about it then, because I have had cysts since I was 17 years old. My doctor wanted to talk to another physician about removing it. They also took some blood work on me to rule out cancer cells.
So in a week I know whether I am just having the cells changes taken out, or I am also having either a laparoscopic surgery, or open surgery. It all comes down to how it looks. My doctor also said that I stand a chance at loosing one of my ovaries. I guess I just have to take it as it comes. Not much I can do with any of this anyway.

But it wasn't cancer.....  I don't have cancer.. and that is good news..

4 my f**ing luck

Today I got a nice letter in the mail that told me I have irregular cell division in my cervix and it's so big that they have to go in and cut out the part that have the irregular cell division, and send it away to see if there are some cancer cells. So the 15 of December is the d-day for the surgery. Here i go again.
A friend of mine said today that I should postpone the surgery until after Christmas, he said you know it will go wrong, it always goes wrong with you baby.

It sucks to always be the person that everything goes wrong with, why cant I be the lucky one? I have said the last year that when I turned 30 that my luck would turn as well, but do I have the time to wait until I turn 30? Now that something is wrong with my cervix, it seems that nothing is going my way.

I did what a lot of girls do in that kind of situation: major shopping spree, got some good holiday presents, and some nice stuff for my guy, cause he is the best one in the world. I love him with every bone in my body, that idiot... but he is my idiot. and he will be that all my life as they say, ring or no ring, that's not what matters. It's only the feeling we carry around in our hearts..