2 Baby Foot

A week ago I thought I would try Babyfoot. It is suppose to be this revolutionary product that will remove dead skin and leave you're feet smooth as a baby.
I wanted to try this because I don't have the strength to give myself pedicures every week. Yes I am a dermatologist to the bone. But when you are sick it is not easy to take care of the little things that will make you feel better.

It was very easy, just sit and relax with the pack on you're feet. And the dead skin did fall of over the next week, but I still don't feel that my skin is baby smooth.
But when I Googled it it did say that you have to wait 3-4 weeks to see the result, so I am hoping.
The manufacture says that in extreme cases you might need a second application. I take good care of my feet, so that means that everyone needs a second go ??
But if it don't get better I don't think it is worth 30$

2 school?

I have such big hopes for the new year. I want to go back to school, and to actually take an exam.
The last 2 years, I have read, and been to all the lectures, unless I was in the hospital.
I used to be able to read a week before an exam, and pass, but that was before all the medication that makes it hard to concentrate and to read.
Last time I was in the hospital, I actually wrote a paper, and I passed. And if I am not hospitalized when I have the exams, I know I can do this. I just have to find the fighter in me, and bring her out.

I am a dermatologist, but I had to give that up very early. How many finds their profession when they are 14? I did. But because of my health I couldn't continue. So at the age of 23 I had to give that up and find a new one.
I had to think about a profession where i could walk, stand and sit. I have to change position every hour because of my back. And as a teacher I can do some of my work at home, or in the weekends. So I can still have bad days without affecting my work. I also needed to have a job where I could work with people, So the teaching profession would be perfect for me.

Again I am sitting here. I have a few more diagnoses, and in some way I should probably give up and become disabled. But I don't want that. I wish for a "full" life. And we do spent one third of life on the job, so our work matters a hole lot.
Why Am I in this world, if its not to make a difference?