2 Fed up with it all....

The worse part of being sick is that you feel the entire world on you're shoulders.
You are never at peace. Its always some fight you have to get trough. You cant rely on anyone to help you.
and all you long for is that someone will come along and say: I will fight for you, I will help you.
When the doctors are lasing out at you, you are defenseless, because you are so tired that you don't know how you will get through it.
How can you win when the doctors you are fighting against, are the doctors that will be the ones who treat you?
How will the little insignificant me have something to stand up with the doctors?
You really have to be a bitch to ever get anywhere, and I don't want to be that, why cant the good girls get to the finishline first for ones??