0 Trapped

I think that the worst part of being sick is that you feel trapped.
Trapped in a broken body, a body that doesn't work properly.
Maybe thats why we always takes about the soul, because it is flouting, something you cant touch, and somehow two people are nothing alike.
I do like the thought that I am a soul on eternal wandering, from body to body, in all different shapes and colors.
And yet when you are sick you want a new body, but you want to stay in you're surroundings, and with this family, husband etc.
I want anew body, but don't want to leave this life, I want to finish it as an old lady with grandkids and my family around me.