5 Here I Go Again

When is it going to stop?
I was at my doctor again today, and I have to have yet another surgery.
They have to remove a big cyst on my left ovary, and probably the ovary aswell. It has grown with over 3 cm in six months.They could see that my left ovary was starting to shut down!
And thats not all. I have some water cysts on my right ovary, that can be the cause of my lacking menstruation.
I have to take this progesterone cur for 10 days, and that will tell if everything is okay, between the brain and my ovaries. They also took blood samples, and they will check everything out. My doctor did say that I might have Polycystic ovarian syndrome (PCOS), but they need more time to give a proper diagnosis.

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I must say that I am in a grieve mode. What if I cant have kids, because it is becoming a reality.
And I had hopped that my reality would be more cheerful and happy than it has been the last few years.
But It seems that I am never catching a break.