Timeline

MY TIMELINE: CLICK ON ICON BELOW TO OPEN (and close).

Saturday, January 22, 2011

11 Saturday....

Today is one of those day I never thought that I would have, ever again.
I have actually cleaned the hole house. I have been through my jewelery, and thrown out the ones that were broken. I have washed clothes, and the kitchen is looking spotless.
And..... drum roll please.......... I have eaten an omelet!

I have promised my mom that I am not going to lie about how I feel. I have a problem in that area, I am so used to not telling anyone how much pain I have been in with my back.
I always had this feeling that people wouldn't be around me if I told them every time we were together that I was in pain. So I started to hide it, and I became very good at it, a real pokerface.
I also had this idea that if I cried "wolf" to many times that no one would listen to me when I needed help.
And I did feel just that when I told the doctors a year ago that something was wrong with my lung.
This one doctor he said that I only had withdrawal pain. He wasn't to cocky 3 days later when I was put on the respirator.
 There is one thing I have realized over the last year, I know my body better than anyone, and no one is ever going to tell me than nothing is wrong when I can feel it with every bone in my body.

I was going to write after omelet : But it doesn't stop there.............. I have not been lying on the couch after words in great pain!
But that would have been I lie, and I am never going to lie to you or to myself ever again. If I feel sick, then that is what I am going to tell you....


11 comments:

  1. HERRGUD så glad jeg ble for å høre at du har spist en omelet:) det må jeg si du har stått på i dag, så flink. du kan være stolt av deg selv.

    OG ingen kjenner kroppen sin bedre en seg selv.

    LOVE you.

    ReplyDelete
  2. jippi you've eaten an omelet,it's great!!!

    ReplyDelete
  3. Oh, thats very great.

    ReplyDelete
  4. I know, And the omelet tasted great, no it tasted fantastic :)
    I was doing the omelet dance :)
    hugs

    ReplyDelete
  5. I'm happy on your behalf,hope it tasted good

    ReplyDelete
  6. very good.Happy Happy

    ReplyDelete
  7. me'sa soo happy :) It tasted fantastic

    ReplyDelete
  8. you better teach us the omelet dance :)

    ReplyDelete
  9. I can teach you guys the omelet dance. I am going to make a post with it :)

    ReplyDelete
  10. can not wait to see the dance

    ReplyDelete
  11. I bet you guys cant wait. I just have to get my camera working. Its coming sooooon...
    Hugs

    ReplyDelete